When roel said to me that im gonna be in the open pulpit, He said that before the event and at first masaya ako, But as soon i started preparing for the event, I started having fears of people looking at me and staring at me. And i started praying for god to take away that fear, So as i started preparing again and i found a really good topic to preach so i was so happy and i told roel baout it and roel came to my school and helped me about that preaching so im so glad that someone thought me how to preach (but pstr.jay to), But the wrong thing i did was i didnt wrote my outline i only wrote reminders so thats the thing that cause my mistake in the event. so as i go in to the stage i failed to say almost everything i prepared, and i felt really bad about that. but i am so glad that my friends told me that it was o.k and everythings fine, so i realize that i should wrote my entire outline so maybe i did great. so as soon i realize that preaching is not about you its about the people watching you, they apply the things that the person preaching says. so i think that what pstr.patrick said,"kapag gumaling ka na pagtatawanan mo yung ginawa mo nung saturday."